{"id":134,"date":"2013-04-04T21:19:29","date_gmt":"2013-04-04T21:19:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.slowbloom.com\/blog\/?p=134"},"modified":"2013-04-04T21:19:29","modified_gmt":"2013-04-04T21:19:29","slug":"the-key-to-destruction","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.slowbloom.com\/blog\/2013\/04\/the-key-to-destruction\/","title":{"rendered":"The Key to Destruction"},"content":{"rendered":"

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I have intense, vivid dreams. They could almost be movies, they are so involved. I know, there is a rule somewhere that no one on the internet is interested in hearing about your dreams, so don’t share them. So, you’ve been warned. I’m going to tell you about a dream I had.<\/p>\n

I was running down a stairwell, down down down. Running away from people who were chasing me. And in my hand I held an elaborate skeleton key. This wasn’t any old key. Oh no. It was The Key to Destruction<\/b>. MY destruction. And in order to be saved, all I had to do was release the key. I merely had to open my hand and the people pursuing me would stop. But here’s the kicker. Do you want to know what this key unlocked? A small cupboard with a picture of Salvador Dali on his high school football team. <\/p><\/blockquote>\n

I often think of this dream, of how hard it is for me to release the clutching, the grasping, even when it might be destroying me. I was reminded of the quote: Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.<\/em> I might amend that to: Pain is inevitable, struggling is optional.<\/em> I am getting help in identifying these thought patterns that no longer serve me. I am holding the vision that I will open my hand and when I see my fingers curling back in, I can gently uncurl them again.<\/p>\n

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